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| Monday, August 7th, 2006 | | 11:58 am |
it's been comming up on 5 months since my last update on here and i figure what the fuck.. why not. Well for the past 3 weeks just about me and Chelsey have been seperated. It's been driving me nuts because i've been trying to find a job and notop of that i've been dealing with the constant paranoia that even though she said she'd wait... that she won't. I dunno.. it's been making me get super protective of her which is driving her nuts.. and then it annoys the fuck out of me when i notice i'm doing it because it's not my place to do that right now, nor do i think it ever really will be seeing as it's her life to live. I've just been going insane. Over these weeks her and i have been fighting alot over little things, and then they get blown into bigger things that end up with us bringing up past fights which only makes it worse. Usually we end up fine but i don't think it'll happen many more times. I miss her.... it's not like i've been going without her.. but i miss the way things were. I miss it being carefree and easy going, no fighting, no arguing, barely any jealousy, though i always felt some... i just miss it.... i miss us. The worst part is i think that even if we DO get back together... things won't be the same... and if we don't... i'll be crushed... i'll probably end up atleast aprtially reverting to my old ways. i wouldn't start using girls again like i used to but i'd probably get some old habbits of mine back... it would in no way be her falt.. seeing as it would be me causing the breakup.. and it's my way of coping with the loss... but i know she'd feel bad and i don't want that either... it just seems i care too much and i'm trying to make everyone happy and it's just not possible... i just need help... with anything and everything. | | Sunday, February 5th, 2006 | | 4:34 pm |
i'm PISSED
I've been in a GREAT mood recently up untill today, I was tlkaing to chelsey on the phone and i was getting bitched at by the family for using the phone for too long. Next thing i know, once i'm off the phone my aunt calls and says she's not comming and i get bithced at for her not being able to get through. SO long story short, i'm grounded from the phone for good now and have now ay of talking to chelcsey on the phone. GOD I fucking hate family! Current Mood:  pissed off | | Monday, December 26th, 2005 | | 10:03 pm |
| | Thursday, December 22nd, 2005 | | 1:51 pm |
| | Friday, November 11th, 2005 | | 9:06 pm |
| Your Birthdate: April 4 | 
You have an extraordinary character - moral, responsible, and disciplined.
Your sincerely and honesty shine through in almost every situation.
Driven and focused, you rarely let your emotions get the better of you.
You're level headed and rational. People count on your to look at things objectively.
Your strength: Your unwavering loyalty and ethics
Your weakness: Your rock solid stubbornness
Your power color: Navy blue
Your power symbol: Shield
Your power month: April |
| | Monday, June 6th, 2005 | | 9:51 am |
| | Monday, May 30th, 2005 | | 9:05 pm |
Random Test
This one is all Thanks to Ash Your Dominant Thinking Style: | Exploring
You thrive on the unknown and unpredictable. Novelty is your middle name.
You are a challenger. You tend to challenge common assumptions and beliefs.
An expert inventor and problem solver, you approach everything from new angles.
You show people how to question their models of the world. | Your Secondary Thinking Style: | Visioning
You are very insightful and tend to make decisions based on your insights.
You focus on how things should be - even if you haven't worked out the details.
An idealist, thinking of the future helps you guide your path.
You tend to give others long-term direction and momentum. |
| | Monday, May 23rd, 2005 | | 11:02 pm |
another Test thinggy
I dunno how true this is but i'm going to post it anyways
The Keys to Your Heart
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You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart. |
In love, you feel the most alive when everything is uncertain, one moment heaven... the next moment hell. |
You'd like to your lover to think you are flexible and ready for anything! |
You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic. |
Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with. |
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. |
You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. |
In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily. |
| | Tuesday, March 29th, 2005 | | 9:27 am |
| | Wednesday, March 23rd, 2005 | | 11:00 am |
holy crap
forget the fact that the picture is of a girl, this is what people have been telling me i'm like for ages.. this is so damn acurate it's scary  In your eyes, people see kindness... You're just so... so... so... Sweet! You're kind and love to give others in need, a helping hand. You're pretty shy but can be warm and friendly towards those you know, and those who know you best. Your sanctuary would just be any place that is warm, cozy, and inviting to all people. You love to show signs of affection to your lover but a small simple talk does the trick as well ;) Sadly, your kindness can be used to your disadvantage. People can use you, and take advantage over your sweet and sensitive mind.... But fear not! With you being so kind and generous, people look up to you and adore you ^-^ No one would dare hurt you because they can't bear the thought of your sweet smile turning into a frown :) What Lies Behind Your Eyes? brought to you by Quizilla Current Mood:  shocked | | Saturday, March 12th, 2005 | | 5:44 pm |
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 I taste like Peanut Butter.
I am one of the most blendable flavours; I go with sweet, I go with sour, I go with bland, I go with anything. I am practical and good company, but have something of a tendency to hang around when I'm not wanted, unaware that my presence is not welcome. What Flavour Are You?
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mmmmm.. peanutbutter.. goes great with Chocolate | | Wednesday, March 9th, 2005 | | 9:48 am |
| | Monday, March 7th, 2005 | | 1:30 am |
| | Thursday, February 24th, 2005 | | 9:58 am |
true?
 You have an intense kiss! You and your partner connect when you kiss and you forget about the rest of the world. Hey, call me!!! ^_~ i personally dont think this is true but ooh well :p | | 2:41 am |
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| | Tuesday, February 22nd, 2005 | | 9:45 am |
| | Sunday, February 13th, 2005 | | 2:03 pm |
YAT FOR THE IRISH!
You Know You're Irish When.... |
The condensation on your pint of Guinness takes the shape of shamrocks
You don't believe there is a God, but you are damn sure of the infallibility of the Pope.
You believe that to forgive is divine, but you don't excercise it yourself.
You won't eat meat on Friday, but you'll drink a pint for breakfast.
You consider any Irishman who has become successful a traitor.
You have great respect for the truth, and you only use it in emergencies.
The further you get from Ireland, the more Irish you get.
You eat homefried taters for brakfast, potato bread for lunch, and potato stew for dinner.
You cry at sad movies, but you cheer in battle.
You will never play professional basketball.
You swear very well.
You think you sing very well.
There isn't a huge difference between losing your temper and killing someone.
You're strangely poetic after a few beers.
Many of your sisters are Catherine, Elizabeth or Mary and one is Mary Catherine Elizabeth.
You can't wait for the other guy to stop talking so you can start talking.
Much of your food is boiled.
You are, or know someone, named "Murph." If you don't know Murph, then you know Mac. If you don't know Murph or Mac, then you know Sully, and you'll probably also know Sully McMurphy.
Your parents were on a first name basis with everyone at the local emergency room.
There wasn't a huge difference between your last wake and your last keg party.
You're proud to be Irish - and you pass these jokes on to all your Irish friends!
| | | 1:46 pm |
boy is this true
Your Passion is Pink |
Innocent and naive, you approach sex with a virginal mindset.
You tend to enjoy teasing and flaunting much more than actual sex.
You're a notorious flirt, and you can pick up anyone you desire.
As a result, your reputation is a lot steamier than your real sex life. |
You Have A Type B+ Personality |
B+
You're a pro at going with the flow
You love to kick back and take in everything life has to offer
A total joy to be around, people crave your stability.
While you're totally laid back, you can have bouts of hyperactivity.
Get into a project you love, and you won't stop until it's done
You're passionate - just selective about your passions |
Your Dominant Intelligence is Logical-Mathematical Intelligence |
You are great at finding patterns and relationships between things.
Always curious about how things work, you love to set up experiments.
You need for the world to make sense - and are good at making sense of it.
You have a head for numbers and math ... and you can solve almost any logic puzzle.
You would make a great scientist, engineer, computer programmer, researcher, accountant, or mathematician.
| | | Wednesday, February 9th, 2005 | | 9:13 pm |
Damn
well it seems i've gotten worse :( The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Eigth Level of Hell - the Malebolge!Here is how you matched up against all the levels: Take the Dante's Divine Comedy Inferno Test Current Mood:  confused |
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